So I am officially private!! I have been trying to figure out to put my profile to public so that if I forgot anyone they can at least see my profile picture and my email and send me an email but I cant figure it out. If any of you know let me know how to do it!! Thanks I also wanted to put it out there real quick! Ive gotten a lot of congratulations about being pregnant and I didn't want to make anybody feel dumb or feel bad so I'm just going to make it public I miscarried last week. The first few days were really painful and really hard emotionally for me. After trying for 4 years and finally acepting the idea of possibly adopting I couldnt figure out why Heavenly Father would tease us like that but I have come to realize that everything happens for a reason. There was a reason for it and I may not know why now but I will know eventually and all I can do now is have faith and move forward. I just am soo very thankful for the little piece of being pregnant I was able to feel. It is such an incredible miraculous experience. Every sickness I felt and every tired moment I had and every ache that I felt in my body I was soo overwhelmed with excitement about what was happening inside. Even when I had my ultrasound when I thought I might be loosing the baby it was soo amazing what we were able to see. I am soo grateful for that experience and the hope and faith that we have now that I can get pregnant. Miracles continue to happen everyday. My mom showed me this song that I have playing on my playlist on my blog and it put a smile on my face and gave me hope for the future. I wanted to post this after I went private for those of you who have been praying for us and have called and expressed your concern and love. The first few days I found it hard to talk about and hard to return your phone calls and thoughts of concern but I want you all to know that Jay and I both felt each of your prayers and were lifted up by your phone calls and treats and love. Thank You so very much we truly do have the best friends and family.
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Sarah, I don't know what to say, I am sure that "I'm so Sorry" is the last thing you want to hear. You are an inspiration to me, I can't imagine going through that. The only thing I can think of is, atleast you know now that you acutally CAN get pregnant. I will be praying for you and thinking about you a lot! Thanks for adding me to your private blog! I think you are amazing, thanks for your example!
Sarah, I am so sorry! I had not heard you were expecting or that you miscarried. How far along were you? I want you to know that I completely understand how you feel. Mike and I have been trying for a few years and I had a miscarriage last fall. I know nothing I say can make you feel better... it just sucks! But know the Lord always has a plan. Even knowing that, I struggled for a long time. Call me if you ever want to talk! Please know you are in our prayers and I am thinking of you.
PS... what was the song your mom showed you? I posted a little clip on my blog about a song I found on YouTube back in October. Its called "I would Die for That" and it sums up all those feelings I had. Check it out if you haven't already.
Oh Sarah I am so incredibly sorry!! My heart truly aches for you!! I wish so bad we could understand and see the big picture for every trial & situation heavenly father puts us in!! But you have the best attitude and I know the lord will bless you so much for your faithfulness!! You will be in my prayers and I love you!! Hang in there and call me if you need to talk!! I know EXACTLY what you are feeling!!!!! Love ya
Oh and my email is kathrynsea@hotmail.com(for when you go private)
I'm so sorry. I hope you will be okay. It's hard to know what else to say, but know that your in our thoughts and prayers.
URG- I'm so sorry. How awful. I'm sorry you have to go through that disappointment- but know you are an inspiration. I appreciate your positive attitude and outlook on life. While we don't know many of things that will happen in our life your faith and understanding is just amazing.
Again, I'm so sorry! I can't go on the 26, but yes, let's do get together. I'll come get my coat too!!
Sarah.. I'm so sorry to hear that. You are so positive! Way to keep your spirits up, and take the most positive thing out of the entire situation, the realization that you CAN get pregnant! We will for sure keep you in our prayers!
Haha I just got done reading your comments on my blog... SO FUNNY! I love it. Truly laughing out loud. Glad to know someone feels the same!
Hey nicole if you see this add me to your blog. It says my invite has expired. buckshollywoodsmiles@hotmail.com
I keep reading this post and not commenting because I don't know what to say. I am so so sorry. My heart is broken for you guys. But you seem to see the brighter side and that is incredible!! Keep your spirits up!! :) You're beautiful!
P.S. My email addy is collin_loni@yahoo.com
My best friend has adopted babies. Its an amazing story with each of them. You are amazing with such a good outlook on everything.
D&C 58:3 - Te quiero mi compañera!
Jay n Sarah My heart is so heavy with your news. What a blessing Heavenly Father has given you though, knowing that you can get pregnant. I have heard so many stories about people miscarrying and have been able to have a baby. Sometimes soon after the miscarriage sometimes not. But I have to let you know, that I KNOW Heavenly Father knows you and your desires. I have no doubt that he loves you and is guiding and directing your lives. We love you, miss you and are praying for you!
I am so sorry girl hang in there. The lord will bless you for your faith. love shan
dear sarah - if you don't mind. please email me your address. brookestuddert@gmail.com
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